i made it out of love.
not for me. for someone who wouldn't notice.
and they didn't.
i bought you a domain. i stayed up making it. it just sits there now, waiting for you to come see it.
still hoping.
still here.
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the thing i made for you
heysneha.in
i know you loved what i built. i know you wanted it to be just like that.
but what about my feelings?
i know i am nobody to put a burden on you or to command you to do this or that. but atleast keep my words na..
still here. still hoping.
i know some of my things doesn't give a sense to you!? i tried my best to do whatever you like and i also did everything that i loved to give to that person i love the most. but still it doesn't matters. i failed in this too like everything else.
~Lostboy
and so it sits.
the domain still works. and i am still the only one who ever opens it. maybe that's just what loving someone more looks like sometimes.
yours, even if you never came.
where my words went to rest
here lies every time
i said "please just look at it"
and got nothing back
maybe in another universe
you will make me feel heard,
and really cared,
and loved,
for the things that i do.
you will make me feel heard,
and really cared,
and loved,
for the things that i do.
✝
R.I.P
"can you host
your portfolio"
your portfolio"
no reply.
✝
R.I.P
"i bought
you a domain"
you a domain"
you said ok.
✝
R.I.P
the dream of
you ever
opening it
you ever
opening it
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✝
R.I.P
"did you even
see it yet"
see it yet"
seen.
✝
R.I.P
all my little
words to you
words to you
rest in peace.